THE COMPLAIN

18th January 2010,1521 hours, thinking about the things that make me...... just felt "XIAN" about my life...... One or two of my brothers always say taht I like to complain, maybe they are correct but they still willing to listen to my 'nonsenses'." At here I want to thanks to all those who listening to my complain and so patient which never try to "sew my mouth." but for me is a way to "release" my unhappiness......

14th January 2010
On duty that day, a bad duty. Really don't understand why they so like to report sick after office hours, they just keep coming one by one until around midnight, some more have a hyperventilate case between that period, just lucky that CYSJ is helping me and my 'dutymate.' Then only after that I able to do my duty report which make me work on it until around 4 or 5 o' clock morning. Then only I got my 'shower session' which I thought I would able to sleep peacefully afterward, but one more patient came. But I never take charge of him at all which my 'dutymate' never wake my up when I already in 'force shut down' mode in sitting position. If not I might became their next patient already.

15th January 2010
Thought I would able to 'Hibernate' at least for one morning which I have safety cover on afternoon after handing over to incoming crew but he late for around one hour, some more he never do duty before which make me need to teach him until around 10 plus. Just lucky that no one picked me up for my safety cover which I able to rest more.

16th January 2010
Result from the abnormal sleeping time, I'm on my bed for one whole day. But at least this provided me a good reason that not attending a group outing at ECP. Only able to wake up at night and chill out for a while with my brothers.

17th January 2010
Late for service as result from the abnormal sleeping time also and diarrhoea. Then go to JUN SHENG (a cheap K-Box) with some people which I not familiar with which make me uneasy. And they also keep holding on the mics and the remote control, anyway I also never snatch it(which I just felt weird when I'm in a place that most people I no know that well). It became my first K-box that never get sore throat after that. Not able to sleep well at night which only able to sleep at around 0240hrs.

18th January 2010
Late for work and the weather joke around with me again which keep make me not able to dry my laundry. Almost have last minute safety cover. And my sleeping biological clock is still in mess, sleep at around 1900hrs and wake up at around midnight. That why I'm typing my blog. 0250hrs, time to sleep again......