Is the end of 2010...... When everyone are making a report about their achievement on 2010, and thinking about their 2011 resolution... How about me? Still slacking around? Dragging around? Blaming around? Cursing around? Envy around? ......
Where my courageous? My dream? My future? My money? Myself? My God? ...
Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
罪... 01122010
人是多么愚蠢的存在
自己犯下的罪过
会遭来多么可怕的结果
这些他们都不会想到
所以才会轻易犯下罪过
一个人的罪恶
产生另外一个罪恶
而那份罪恶
又会
生出更可怕的罪恶...
自己犯下的罪过
会遭来多么可怕的结果
这些他们都不会想到
所以才会轻易犯下罪过
一个人的罪恶
产生另外一个罪恶
而那份罪恶
又会
生出更可怕的罪恶...
Sunday, September 12, 2010
HOW 12092010
How would you feel when you are not happy, but you keep put the smiling face in front of people......
How would you feel when you have to wear a mask for everyday, only will take down when no one is around......
How would you feel when all those people that previously have worst grade in exam are in university now bu not you......
How would you feel when people around you have a convo but not you......
How would you feel when people around you have a blissful family but not you......
How would you feel when people around you have at least someone be your guarantor for your uni loan but not you......
How would you feel when others are pursue their dream but you just able to have money to continue your life only......
How would you feel when you cannot put trust in any of the people around you......
How would you feel when you are the negative value in people around you......
How would you feel when you feel your existence is for others to know that they are blissful......
How.......
How would you feel when you have to wear a mask for everyday, only will take down when no one is around......
How would you feel when all those people that previously have worst grade in exam are in university now bu not you......
How would you feel when people around you have a convo but not you......
How would you feel when people around you have a blissful family but not you......
How would you feel when people around you have at least someone be your guarantor for your uni loan but not you......
How would you feel when others are pursue their dream but you just able to have money to continue your life only......
How would you feel when you cannot put trust in any of the people around you......
How would you feel when you are the negative value in people around you......
How would you feel when you feel your existence is for others to know that they are blissful......
How.......
Sunday, June 13, 2010
ME 13062010
Sunday, I think most people will like it. A day that no routine work need to be done, a day that can be with family and friends...... So most people would be quite enjoying this day. Sunday, a day that people suppose will be happy, so why am I felt so boring, so lost, so empty......
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
THE COMPLAIN
18th January 2010,1521 hours, thinking about the things that make me...... just felt "XIAN" about my life...... One or two of my brothers always say taht I like to complain, maybe they are correct but they still willing to listen to my 'nonsenses'." At here I want to thanks to all those who listening to my complain and so patient which never try to "sew my mouth." but for me is a way to "release" my unhappiness......
14th January 2010
On duty that day, a bad duty. Really don't understand why they so like to report sick after office hours, they just keep coming one by one until around midnight, some more have a hyperventilate case between that period, just lucky that CYSJ is helping me and my 'dutymate.' Then only after that I able to do my duty report which make me work on it until around 4 or 5 o' clock morning. Then only I got my 'shower session' which I thought I would able to sleep peacefully afterward, but one more patient came. But I never take charge of him at all which my 'dutymate' never wake my up when I already in 'force shut down' mode in sitting position. If not I might became their next patient already.
15th January 2010
Thought I would able to 'Hibernate' at least for one morning which I have safety cover on afternoon after handing over to incoming crew but he late for around one hour, some more he never do duty before which make me need to teach him until around 10 plus. Just lucky that no one picked me up for my safety cover which I able to rest more.
16th January 2010
Result from the abnormal sleeping time, I'm on my bed for one whole day. But at least this provided me a good reason that not attending a group outing at ECP. Only able to wake up at night and chill out for a while with my brothers.
17th January 2010
Late for service as result from the abnormal sleeping time also and diarrhoea. Then go to JUN SHENG (a cheap K-Box) with some people which I not familiar with which make me uneasy. And they also keep holding on the mics and the remote control, anyway I also never snatch it(which I just felt weird when I'm in a place that most people I no know that well). It became my first K-box that never get sore throat after that. Not able to sleep well at night which only able to sleep at around 0240hrs.
18th January 2010
Late for work and the weather joke around with me again which keep make me not able to dry my laundry. Almost have last minute safety cover. And my sleeping biological clock is still in mess, sleep at around 1900hrs and wake up at around midnight. That why I'm typing my blog. 0250hrs, time to sleep again......
14th January 2010
On duty that day, a bad duty. Really don't understand why they so like to report sick after office hours, they just keep coming one by one until around midnight, some more have a hyperventilate case between that period, just lucky that CYSJ is helping me and my 'dutymate.' Then only after that I able to do my duty report which make me work on it until around 4 or 5 o' clock morning. Then only I got my 'shower session' which I thought I would able to sleep peacefully afterward, but one more patient came. But I never take charge of him at all which my 'dutymate' never wake my up when I already in 'force shut down' mode in sitting position. If not I might became their next patient already.
15th January 2010
Thought I would able to 'Hibernate' at least for one morning which I have safety cover on afternoon after handing over to incoming crew but he late for around one hour, some more he never do duty before which make me need to teach him until around 10 plus. Just lucky that no one picked me up for my safety cover which I able to rest more.
16th January 2010
Result from the abnormal sleeping time, I'm on my bed for one whole day. But at least this provided me a good reason that not attending a group outing at ECP. Only able to wake up at night and chill out for a while with my brothers.
17th January 2010
Late for service as result from the abnormal sleeping time also and diarrhoea. Then go to JUN SHENG (a cheap K-Box) with some people which I not familiar with which make me uneasy. And they also keep holding on the mics and the remote control, anyway I also never snatch it(which I just felt weird when I'm in a place that most people I no know that well). It became my first K-box that never get sore throat after that. Not able to sleep well at night which only able to sleep at around 0240hrs.
18th January 2010
Late for work and the weather joke around with me again which keep make me not able to dry my laundry. Almost have last minute safety cover. And my sleeping biological clock is still in mess, sleep at around 1900hrs and wake up at around midnight. That why I'm typing my blog. 0250hrs, time to sleep again......
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Everyday we live by memories
Some memories, the one you want to find, can be found if you try hard enough
and there are those memories,that no matter how hard we try to erase, they won't go away......
Living by love is not to make the unforgettable memories go away,
the pain of the memories you've got from the people close to you is
it doesn't erase, for a long time
but even the painful memories which you thought can never be erased can be cured by human
ever one, beautiful and happy memories we want to live with it
only humans can save humans
Some memories, the one you want to find, can be found if you try hard enough
and there are those memories,that no matter how hard we try to erase, they won't go away......
Living by love is not to make the unforgettable memories go away,
the pain of the memories you've got from the people close to you is
it doesn't erase, for a long time
but even the painful memories which you thought can never be erased can be cured by human
ever one, beautiful and happy memories we want to live with it
only humans can save humans
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