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JUST FOR THOUGHT (2)

2011-11-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

1 Timothy 6:11-12
11 But you, man of God, flee from all this, and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness.
12 Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses.

提摩太前書 6:11-12
11 但你这属神的人要逃避这些事，追求公义、敬虔、信心、爱心、忍耐、温柔。
12 你要为真道打那美好的仗，持定永生。你为此被召，也在许多见证人面前，已经作了那美好的见证

ME 09082011

2011-08-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

Just get back to home after watching 2 movies one and after, not feeling that good after having some conversation with colleagues about what ET comments about this year works performances up to date...
Seriously I'm damm (U*&^$$# about what ET had comments, what does means by feel disappointed by our performances...... I'm seriously thought that I'm really giving my 102% on my works, although last year is 105%... He seriously think I so stupid, works OT for free every day, although I still a bit stupid cause I still work for him most of the time...

ME 23012011

2011-01-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

Today just feel so relax, except I am having diarrheoa, just feel happy... maybe only me in house today(landlords going to sister house for few days, older brother in JB, younger one working)...... Since BMT I start love to been alone, maybe I always like it, just that never had chance to be alone..... Or maybe because I just finish tidy up my room (also my both brothers room but they won't tidy it, just mess it)...... Don't know le, just feel so 'suang' today........

Still... Where... 31122010

2010-12-31T03:05:00.005+08:00

Is the end of 2010...... When everyone are making a report about their achievement on 2010, and thinking about their 2011 resolution... How about me? Still slacking around? Dragging around? Blaming around? Cursing around? Envy around? ......
Where my courageous? My dream? My future? My money? Myself? My God? ...

罪... 01122010

2010-12-01T07:05:00.002+08:00

人是多么愚蠢的存在
自己犯下的罪过
会遭来多么可怕的结果
这些他们都不会想到
所以才会轻易犯下罪过
一个人的罪恶
产生另外一个罪恶
而那份罪恶
又会
生出更可怕的罪恶...

HOW 12092010

2010-09-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

How would you feel when you are not happy, but you keep put the smiling face in front of people......
How would you feel when you have to wear a mask for everyday, only will take down when no one is around......
How would you feel when all those people that previously have worst grade in exam are in university now bu not you......
How would you feel when people around you have a convo but not you......
How would you feel when people around you have a blissful family but not you......
How would you feel when people around you have at least someone be your guarantor for your uni loan but not you......
How would you feel when others are pursue their dream but you just able to have money to continue your life only......
How would you feel when you cannot put trust in any of the people around you......
How would you feel when you are the negative value in people around you......
How would you feel when you feel your existence is for others to know that they are blissful......
How.......

ME 13062010

2010-06-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

Sunday, I think most people will like it. A day that no routine work need to be done, a day that can be with family and friends...... So most people would be quite enjoying this day. Sunday, a day that people suppose will be happy, so why am I felt so boring, so lost, so empty......

Me 12062010

2010-06-13T01:41:00.101+08:00

Just want to write something about today.
Just as normal, work at morning go to service at afternoon have dinner with care group at night. Just so routine...... until I really don't know am I a human or already become a walking machine. Just keep dragging the tired body to finish the routine......

While dinner, JC want us to share what have learn and impacted us during ID 2010 conference which I though they settle already on Thursday. Actually I really got nothing to share about. The whole conference is about disciple stuff which really I really not interested in. I attend it just because I felt that I should go, that's all. But of course I never share this, this thing that will spoil the whole sharing time. In the end just weird be inside......

After that go to dessert and slacking at Ben & Jerry(OC), have those so call famous ice cream, but just so normal. I really rather go NTUC to buy ice cream. Really don't know why must go for this kind of place to eat ice cream, last week at sweensen, this week at Ben & Jerry ...... Anyway, in the end it become a mini "i studio" party. I stay there until my body from tired become extreme tired until I almost sleep while squatting and lean at metal post in mrt, lucky a very good man give his seat to me, Thank God and the man.

2010-03-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

我们每个人都拥有记忆
有些记忆
如果你用心去找或许能够找到
但是有些记忆
不管你怎么努力也无法忘怀
人生在世
为了避免留下这些无法忘记的记忆
为了堂堂的越过这些记忆
也许就是为这个努力的过程
和你亲密的人留下的记忆
会深刻的埋藏在心里
在很长的时间内无法忘记
但是
即使无法忘记的记忆的伤口
人都可以治愈
因为不管是谁
都希望只拥有美丽幸福的记忆
对人而言
只有人
才可以解救出来

THE COMPLAIN

2010-01-19T02:51:00.000+08:00

18th January 2010,1521 hours, thinking about the things that make me...... just felt "XIAN" about my life...... One or two of my brothers always say taht I like to complain, maybe they are correct but they still willing to listen to my 'nonsenses'." At here I want to thanks to all those who listening to my complain and so patient which never try to "sew my mouth." but for me is a way to "release" my unhappiness......

14th January 2010
On duty that day, a bad duty. Really don't understand why they so like to report sick after office hours, they just keep coming one by one until around midnight, some more have a hyperventilate case between that period, just lucky that CYSJ is helping me and my 'dutymate.' Then only after that I able to do my duty report which make me work on it until around 4 or 5 o' clock morning. Then only I got my 'shower session' which I thought I would able to sleep peacefully afterward, but one more patient came. But I never take charge of him at all which my 'dutymate' never wake my up when I already in 'force shut down' mode in sitting position. If not I might became their next patient already.

15th January 2010
Thought I would able to 'Hibernate' at least for one morning which I have safety cover on afternoon after handing over to incoming crew but he late for around one hour, some more he never do duty before which make me need to teach him until around 10 plus. Just lucky that no one picked me up for my safety cover which I able to rest more.

16th January 2010
Result from the abnormal sleeping time, I'm on my bed for one whole day. But at least this provided me a good reason that not attending a group outing at ECP. Only able to wake up at night and chill out for a while with my brothers.

17th January 2010
Late for service as result from the abnormal sleeping time also and diarrhoea. Then go to JUN SHENG (a cheap K-Box) with some people which I not familiar with which make me uneasy. And they also keep holding on the mics and the remote control, anyway I also never snatch it(which I just felt weird when I'm in a place that most people I no know that well). It became my first K-box that never get sore throat after that. Not able to sleep well at night which only able to sleep at around 0240hrs.

18th January 2010
Late for work and the weather joke around with me again which keep make me not able to dry my laundry. Almost have last minute safety cover. And my sleeping biological clock is still in mess, sleep at around 1900hrs and wake up at around midnight. That why I'm typing my blog. 0250hrs, time to sleep again......

JUST FOR THOUGHT (1)

2010-01-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

Romans 3:19-20

19 Now we know that whatever the law says, it says to those who are under the law, so that every mouth may be silenced and the whole world held accountable to God.

20 Therefore no one will be declared righteous in his sight by observing the law; rather, through the law we become conscious of sin.

羅馬書 3:19-20

19然而我们晓得，凡律法所说的，都是对在律法之下的人说的，好让每一个人都没有话可讲，使全世界的人都伏在神的审判之下。

20没有一个人可以靠行律法，在神面前得称为义，因为借着律法，人对于罪才有充分的认识。

2010-01-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

Everyday we live by memories
Some memories, the one you want to find, can be found if you try hard enough
and there are those memories,that no matter how hard we try to erase, they won't go away......
Living by love is not to make the unforgettable memories go away,
the pain of the memories you've got from the people close to you is
it doesn't erase, for a long time
but even the painful memories which you thought can never be erased can be cured by human
ever one, beautiful and happy memories we want to live with it
only humans can save humans

Unname Post (2)

2009-12-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

Just come back from a small medical centre cohesion that actually is a Charity Evening which located at InFusion Bar, 16 A Dempsey Road. Is quite relaxing place (in my opinion) and will get more relax after drinking certain amount of alcohol (but don't know why they just keep saying I'm high). Around here got quite a lot of bar, but is quite different from Clark Quay area which will make me felt more annoyed. Just that the public transport to here is not that convenient.

But now, I am back to my "house." A damm "xian" place. At first need to walk past a quite squeeze path to reach my "room." Then need to check got any rats excrement as all my dry food eaten by it or them before. These rats really make my life damm ...... Just make me need to squeeze all my stuff in cupboard and really my "room" more like a store room. When can I get out from here ......

Sentuh Hatiku (Touch My Heart)

2009-12-04T21:34:00.006+08:00

A Bahasa Indonesia song that been used by Church Global Conference. It is a drama series OST.

Betapa kumencintai
How I love
Segala yang t'lah terjadi
All that has happened
Tak pernah sendiri jalani hidup ini
I have never been alone in this walk of life
Selalu menyertai
But always protected

Betapa kumenyadari
How I realised
Di dalam hidupku ini
In my life
Kau slalu memberi rancangan terbaik
You have a wonderful plan
Oleh karena kasih
Because of love

REFF (CHORUS):

Bapa, sentuh hatiku, ubah hidupku
Father, touch my heart, change my life
Menjadi yang baru
To be anew
Bagai emas yang murni
Just like pure gold
Kau membentuk bejana hatiku
You have shaped my heart

Bapa, ajarku mengerti sebuah kasih
Father, teach me to understand a kind of love
Yang selalu memberi
That always gives
Bagai air mengalir
Let it be like a flowing stream of water
Yang tiada pernah berhenti
That never ends

Unname Post (1)

2009-12-04T02:38:00.001+08:00

So long never post anything on the blog already.Life has been always busy and busy and busy...... Until sometimes I just don't even know what am I doing, am I still a human being or just a machine.

          For this one month plus, the life that I go through are just so wierd. The luck were just damm away from me. Most of the time I would just don't why how can I get involved something that won't bring me any good stuff. My life were just that see others happiness. Sometimes I just felt that the purpose that I existed at this world was just let others know they are more lucky......

          Anyway I still have sometimes of fun when I am at Malaysia to attend Church Global Conference at Putrajaya International Convention Centre (although just felt that quite wierd that been treat like a foreinger). But also used too much money already to go for fun (only applicable to my brothers) at KLCC and Berjaya Times Square......

Romans 5:1-5 (Peace and Joy )
1.Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2.through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3.Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4.perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5.And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

      This is something that I read yesterday( saw it quite a few times before). The person who write this is really damm "sick" (what I think by not "christian" way). I just felt that who will still rejoice when go through suffering. Although he also stated that what will produce from suffer, but I just felt...... (I also don't how to explain, just so wierd). Just hope I can really keep this in my mind (I suppose to believe all Words that state in Bible)

2009-10-27T21:52:00.001+08:00

stupid facebook stupid facebook stupid facebook stupid facebook stupid facebook stulpid facebook stupid facebook str

stupid green world

2009-10-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

stupid ampt
stupid cpr
stupid pam
stupid aed
stupid rse
stupid loc
stupid dabc
stupid rbs
stupid...... green snake.

Happy "Children" Day 2009

2009-10-01T23:12:00.007+08:00

Firstly, I wish all the Singapore children Happy Children Day.
Secondly, I also wish all China citizen Happy National Day.
Thirdly, is wishing myself Happy "Children" Day, my 22 years old birthday, my second birthday that spend in Singapore.

Birthday, a happy day for most people when they are still a Kid. But after grow up, this day will also become just like any normal day.

For me, I don't really happy for my every birthday when I am a child. A not really significant day for me. A day which no one will remember. A day which no present for me ( No totally but can count it within two hand)

When I become older and older, some friend start to remember my birthday, very few will give me a present, few will treat me some food. But no one will give me a birthday cake.

Finally this year some people buy me a cake, I though I will be happy, but end up I don't feel I am as happy as I think. I always thought that I will be very happy when have someone remember my birthday. Since this year is the year that I received the most blessing, I should be very happy, but actually not really. I am not saying that all the blessing are not important to me, just that is not important as I think before that. Anyway thanks for those who remember my birthday, those who send message to me, those who write on my facebook wall, those who spend time with me and those who have chat on phone with me.

人生其实是一场骗局；到了最后你就会发现；
最重要的都会变成最不重要的

From The Hospital (Taiwan Drama)

白色巨塔（台湾版）

THE "HOPE" 18092009-19092009

2009-09-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

18092009
Everything just as normal as routine (med ctr life only will special when something bad happen). Until VWSJ send me a message on 1516hrs. This is the begining of my busy long weekend.

u coming later?

This is what he send to me as i don't even know to where. Haha...... Then sure I reply his to where?

reheasal. u got receive my message yesterday?

Of course I never received anything lah. But What I think is

"What? Rehearsal?"

Oh no! For the acting for the vision night tomorrow? Jia Lak liao......

A thing that he ask me on10092009 that i thought someone else take over already.
Ok. Just prepared to die......
Then he send me

later 7pm vision night drama rehearsal at JX L house. can make it?

since I'm at west side. It just like give me another mission liao- how to fly to kovan?

Then last call at around 1630hrs(which I think still able to make it), just about to chiong to change to civil. His message come again

hey guys, rehearsal at DOWX house, which is near admiralty mrt.

i realise everyone stays close to red line. u guys prefer that right? pls reach at 630pm k? reply asap...

Finally he give me something good......

Reach admiralty mrt around 1750hrs.

Eat kfc new set "Hot Box" which make my stomach uncomfortable for the rest of my day.

When all members gather, still have something happen:

The script haven finish wrote......!!!

Finish the rehearsal at around 0030hrs, with my still quite umfamilar half way script......

19092009

Almost not able to wake up for my WFL class result of slept to late yesterday. Somemore the weather start to become darker ......... and rain. !@&*&^%$#@ As result, all vehicles move very slow and late for around 15 min. But also maybe cause the rain then the preacher also have start yet. But i still not really happy with the rain. Until the preacher say that today rain is to clean our air that all the burn offering has done yesterday......

The rehearsal resume after WFL. Still quite messey. Then is service.
After service, rehearsal resume again, got improvement but still......

Then is time to start preparing for Vision Night already. For me is just arrange some chairs only. Haha.... Saw a violinist in the workship team, never see it in workship team before (mabye have before when i'm not here yet). Personally I quite happy for it cause I always hoping to hear a live violin show, although is not a famous guy present it. Seem I got no money to watch a famous stuff, that is enough.
Thank God for me and my member show got not a big "trouble" for our show.

1st Time To Singapore IT Fair 10092009

2009-09-13T03:46:00.000+08:00

This evening, I'm finally went to this fair after i stay in Singapore for around 1 year and 6 month. Seriously it is very different from what i saw in Malaysia IT fair. (Just my personal feeling, but also went once only) Just felt that the walking road for the customers between stalls is very 'slim' loh which really need take a lot of patient to walk through for I'm a damm impatient person. Some more I'm going there to searching for a mp3 and a digital camera which are not using AA or AAA batteries as energy source which not over that $ 200.00, but end up I keep being push to laptop stall. Xian...... Anyway i am not going to buy it today which i think at first.

Is quite easy to find a mp3 within my target price but for camera is...... For every stall i go, camera which are below $ 200.00 is using AA batteries de. Hai......

Just when I going to back to camp already which I'm felt very tired already (Which I'm quite tired already after H@#$ Immunodeficiency Virus effect), a Casio camera promoter is promoting to me some of their promotion which I not really can hear it properly. What I think now is really that 'don't care loh, the whole world(including God) is just keep blocking me to having something,' just that i haven curse God yet. While i am looking at a $ 2xx.xx camera, a promoter then say to me 'this model only $ 179.00 now. I am just touch a bit, then go and on the on button, then the promoter say ' no batt inside, let me put batt first' while taking out a lithium ion battery. I am just suddently so awake (i found it, weekend come to buy). But then i was told 'it only left 5' which i need to back to army camp later lah.

'God don't give me this kind of joke leh'

'serious i'm not affort to let it go'

'don't care lah, at most i just chiong back to woodlands first'

'ok, just buy it'

So that what i am decided to do. But just some how i just think that just call the Bishan chap. If can then can cut down my 'journey to west.'

Ya! Camera stay in Bishan for 2 days.

08092009

2009-09-13T03:45:00.000+08:00

Planning to go to run with one guy end up saw another guy at mrt station when wait for the guy then run with two person.

The Med Ctr Life 07092009

2009-09-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes really better don't talk too much. If not i no need to go and change the lock for a few sickbay locker loh. Should just say indent new locker de. Then no need to work extra loh. Hai...... Anyway no a hard task. After that just slack slack slack...... Just that a bit unhappy about something that annouce by a cpl that say a sg never inform his wheatbount to him. Seriouslly since when a cpl can control a sg de, just want to act 'on' in front of officers loh.

The Med Ctr Life 30082009-01092009

2009-09-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

30082009
Have a Demolation L/F that i only found out on friday 28082009 at around 1830hrs. The bastard, @#$^&!@&%$! Never do his job properly, either put all the cover and duty back or never inform ealier. Don't really know is that he just want to disturb all the chinese off. Until now i still felt that !@%^&*&%$#@ really give works according to race. Mabye just because i stay in malaysia too long, become too sensitive about race. This cover really end very late although can end much more ealier cause of the whole day rain and a long period of cat 1 loh. Malaysia b'day eve loh. Still want me to work until so late. Really felt like cursing the !*%$#@!@&.

31082009
After the cover y'day, still have duty today. What the !@$%^&*%$#@!@#$%&* always like to do. Just hope this duty can be more relax but end up become my worst duty ever before. Don't know why, the report sick personal come one by one de. Then somemore the tengah like so buddy buddy with the !&$#@!@*&^%$, close down this night. Make us must recieve a ashma attack guy that suppose send to tengah. Somemore come at midnight, make me need to send to nuh. Lucky just nice a ns men that need to be refer to nuh also come that so can send together. After that still have one more guy need to send to nuh. With the 50 km/h really waste of time lah. Make me never sleep for whole day. Why like that the, Malaysia b'day leh.

01092009
After work so hard still got people go and complain me never clean rubbish that in fact i got. Really felt really Xian loh. Work so hard for what? Work or not also kena complain. Work or not also can ord.

A meaningful story that i saw at one of my friend blog.

2009-08-28T05:15:00.002+08:00

A Story… A Dream… An Inspiration
Sometimes we get what we need and not what we want..........
Do you agree???
Here goes the story….

Once, there were 3 trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the 1st tree said, 'Someday, I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems and be decorated with intricate carvings. Everyone would see my beauty.'

The 2nd tree said, 'Someday, I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of other world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull.'

Finally, the 3rd tree said, 'I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time, and people will always remember me.'

After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. One came to the 1st tree and said, 'This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter,' and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.

At the 2nd tree, one of the other woodsmen said, 'This looks like a strong tree. I should be able to sell it to the shipyard.' The 2nd tree was happy, because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship.

When the woodsmen came upon the 3rd tree, the tree was frightened, because it knew that, if it cuts own, its dream would not come true. One of the woodsmen said, 'I don't need anything special from my tree, so I'll take this one,' and he cut it down.

When the 1st tree arrived at the carpenter's, he was made into a feed box for animals, placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for.

The 2nd tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The 3rd tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark.

The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams. Then one filtered day, a man and woman came to the barn. She gave birth, and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time.

Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose, and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe.

The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said 'Peace,' and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.

Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets, and the crowd mocked the man who was carrying it. The man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill.

When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.

The moral of this story is that, when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, He will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had imagined.

We don't always know what God's plans are for us. We just know that His ways are not our ways, but His ways are always the best.

Sometimes the heart sees what the eyes can't… feel what the heart can’t feel…

This is just a story that I wish to share with you my friend… it might jus be a story… an entertainment… however some days it might be an inspiration for you and me……

GOD BLESS YOU . . . .

A Difficult proccess to create a blog

2009-08-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

At last i success to have a blog, after choose between blogger, wordpress, life journal,...... Just feel blogger is more colourful. But in the proccess of creating i seriously almost going to throw my laptop few times.

At first is about the interenet browser, the flock that i used normally seem like anti blogger. Except for the blog page and dashboard, the rest or the setting i'm viewing in document form. The worst things was i though is like that and really used it for almost 4 hours to change all the setting around. i'm only felt something wrong when i try to create a post, all the undo, redo....... logo are cover by some words. When i see it clearly, the words is the translate of all the logo. The worst thing is i still continue to use it.

Then is about my URL that i wish to change. Since i'm using flock to proccess my account. I end up change my URL for 10 plus time for the seme word cause i can't see where are the errors of those words that reply to me:

There are errors on this form

Please fix the errors listed below and submit again.

You're publishing on blogspot.com

Switch to: • Custom Domain (Point your own registered domain name to your blog)

Then i thought some problem accur on this blog so i go and create another blog. Haha, end up result still the same.

Since i can't change my URL, i just go and check can i easily view my account as another person cause i put my account as private. End up is just like a public account, can view easily. Then only i go and used the IE cause what i think was mabye i never logout at any of the flock that i open. Only when i open the IE to check on something only i found out the differences. The viewing format is totally defferent loh. Lol.