Just come back from a small medical centre cohesion that actually is a Charity Evening which located at InFusion Bar, 16 A Dempsey Road. Is quite relaxing place (in my opinion) and will get more relax after drinking certain amount of alcohol (but don't know why they just keep saying I'm high). Around here got quite a lot of bar, but is quite different from Clark Quay area which will make me felt more annoyed. Just that the public transport to here is not that convenient.
But now, I am back to my "house." A damm "xian" place. At first need to walk past a quite squeeze path to reach my "room." Then need to check got any rats excrement as all my dry food eaten by it or them before. These rats really make my life damm ...... Just make me need to squeeze all my stuff in cupboard and really my "room" more like a store room. When can I get out from here ......
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
stupid green world
stupid ampt
stupid cpr
stupid pam
stupid aed
stupid rse
stupid loc
stupid dabc
stupid rbs
stupid...... green snake.
stupid cpr
stupid pam
stupid aed
stupid rse
stupid loc
stupid dabc
stupid rbs
stupid...... green snake.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Happy "Children" Day 2009
Firstly, I wish all the Singapore children Happy Children Day.
Secondly, I also wish all China citizen Happy National Day.
Thirdly, is wishing myself Happy "Children" Day, my 22 years old birthday, my second birthday that spend in Singapore.
Birthday, a happy day for most people when they are still a Kid. But after grow up, this day will also become just like any normal day.
For me, I don't really happy for my every birthday when I am a child. A not really significant day for me. A day which no one will remember. A day which no present for me ( No totally but can count it within two hand)
When I become older and older, some friend start to remember my birthday, very few will give me a present, few will treat me some food. But no one will give me a birthday cake.
Finally this year some people buy me a cake, I though I will be happy, but end up I don't feel I am as happy as I think. I always thought that I will be very happy when have someone remember my birthday. Since this year is the year that I received the most blessing, I should be very happy, but actually not really. I am not saying that all the blessing are not important to me, just that is not important as I think before that. Anyway thanks for those who remember my birthday, those who send message to me, those who write on my facebook wall, those who spend time with me and those who have chat on phone with me.
Secondly, I also wish all China citizen Happy National Day.
Thirdly, is wishing myself Happy "Children" Day, my 22 years old birthday, my second birthday that spend in Singapore.
Birthday, a happy day for most people when they are still a Kid. But after grow up, this day will also become just like any normal day.
For me, I don't really happy for my every birthday when I am a child. A not really significant day for me. A day which no one will remember. A day which no present for me ( No totally but can count it within two hand)
When I become older and older, some friend start to remember my birthday, very few will give me a present, few will treat me some food. But no one will give me a birthday cake.
Finally this year some people buy me a cake, I though I will be happy, but end up I don't feel I am as happy as I think. I always thought that I will be very happy when have someone remember my birthday. Since this year is the year that I received the most blessing, I should be very happy, but actually not really. I am not saying that all the blessing are not important to me, just that is not important as I think before that. Anyway thanks for those who remember my birthday, those who send message to me, those who write on my facebook wall, those who spend time with me and those who have chat on phone with me.
人生其实是一场骗局；到了最后你就会发现；
最重要的都会变成最不重要的
最重要的都会变成最不重要的
From The Hospital (Taiwan Drama)
白色巨塔（台湾版）
Sunday, September 13, 2009
1st Time To Singapore IT Fair 10092009
This evening, I'm finally went to this fair after i stay in Singapore for around 1 year and 6 month. Seriously it is very different from what i saw in Malaysia IT fair. (Just my personal feeling, but also went once only) Just felt that the walking road for the customers between stalls is very 'slim' loh which really need take a lot of patient to walk through for I'm a damm impatient person. Some more I'm going there to searching for a mp3 and a digital camera which are not using AA or AAA batteries as energy source which not over that $ 200.00, but end up I keep being push to laptop stall. Xian...... Anyway i am not going to buy it today which i think at first.
Is quite easy to find a mp3 within my target price but for camera is...... For every stall i go, camera which are below $ 200.00 is using AA batteries de. Hai......
Just when I going to back to camp already which I'm felt very tired already (Which I'm quite tired already after H@#$ Immunodeficiency Virus effect), a Casio camera promoter is promoting to me some of their promotion which I not really can hear it properly. What I think now is really that 'don't care loh, the whole world(including God) is just keep blocking me to having something,' just that i haven curse God yet. While i am looking at a $ 2xx.xx camera, a promoter then say to me 'this model only $ 179.00 now. I am just touch a bit, then go and on the on button, then the promoter say ' no batt inside, let me put batt first' while taking out a lithium ion battery. I am just suddently so awake (i found it, weekend come to buy). But then i was told 'it only left 5' which i need to back to army camp later lah.
Is quite easy to find a mp3 within my target price but for camera is...... For every stall i go, camera which are below $ 200.00 is using AA batteries de. Hai......
Just when I going to back to camp already which I'm felt very tired already (Which I'm quite tired already after H@#$ Immunodeficiency Virus effect), a Casio camera promoter is promoting to me some of their promotion which I not really can hear it properly. What I think now is really that 'don't care loh, the whole world(including God) is just keep blocking me to having something,' just that i haven curse God yet. While i am looking at a $ 2xx.xx camera, a promoter then say to me 'this model only $ 179.00 now. I am just touch a bit, then go and on the on button, then the promoter say ' no batt inside, let me put batt first' while taking out a lithium ion battery. I am just suddently so awake (i found it, weekend come to buy). But then i was told 'it only left 5' which i need to back to army camp later lah.
'God don't give me this kind of joke leh'
'serious i'm not affort to let it go'
'don't care lah, at most i just chiong back to woodlands first'
'ok, just buy it'
So that what i am decided to do. But just some how i just think that just call the Bishan chap. If can then can cut down my 'journey to west.'
Ya! Camera stay in Bishan for 2 days.
08092009
Planning to go to run with one guy end up saw another guy at mrt station when wait for the guy then run with two person.
Monday, September 7, 2009
The Med Ctr Life 07092009
Sometimes really better don't talk too much. If not i no need to go and change the lock for a few sickbay locker loh. Should just say indent new locker de. Then no need to work extra loh. Hai...... Anyway no a hard task. After that just slack slack slack...... Just that a bit unhappy about something that annouce by a cpl that say a sg never inform his wheatbount to him. Seriouslly since when a cpl can control a sg de, just want to act 'on' in front of officers loh.
The Med Ctr Life 30082009-01092009
30082009
Have a Demolation L/F that i only found out on friday 28082009 at around 1830hrs. The bastard, @#$^&!@&%$! Never do his job properly, either put all the cover and duty back or never inform ealier. Don't really know is that he just want to disturb all the chinese off. Until now i still felt that !@%^&*&%$#@ really give works according to race. Mabye just because i stay in malaysia too long, become too sensitive about race. This cover really end very late although can end much more ealier cause of the whole day rain and a long period of cat 1 loh. Malaysia b'day eve loh. Still want me to work until so late. Really felt like cursing the !*%$#@!@&.
31082009
After the cover y'day, still have duty today. What the !@$%^&*%$#@!@#$%&* always like to do. Just hope this duty can be more relax but end up become my worst duty ever before. Don't know why, the report sick personal come one by one de. Then somemore the tengah like so buddy buddy with the !&$#@!@*&^%$, close down this night. Make us must recieve a ashma attack guy that suppose send to tengah. Somemore come at midnight, make me need to send to nuh. Lucky just nice a ns men that need to be refer to nuh also come that so can send together. After that still have one more guy need to send to nuh. With the 50 km/h really waste of time lah. Make me never sleep for whole day. Why like that the, Malaysia b'day leh.
01092009
After work so hard still got people go and complain me never clean rubbish that in fact i got. Really felt really Xian loh. Work so hard for what? Work or not also kena complain. Work or not also can ord.
Have a Demolation L/F that i only found out on friday 28082009 at around 1830hrs. The bastard, @#$^&!@&%$! Never do his job properly, either put all the cover and duty back or never inform ealier. Don't really know is that he just want to disturb all the chinese off. Until now i still felt that !@%^&*&%$#@ really give works according to race. Mabye just because i stay in malaysia too long, become too sensitive about race. This cover really end very late although can end much more ealier cause of the whole day rain and a long period of cat 1 loh. Malaysia b'day eve loh. Still want me to work until so late. Really felt like cursing the !*%$#@!@&.
31082009
After the cover y'day, still have duty today. What the !@$%^&*%$#@!@#$%&* always like to do. Just hope this duty can be more relax but end up become my worst duty ever before. Don't know why, the report sick personal come one by one de. Then somemore the tengah like so buddy buddy with the !&$#@!@*&^%$, close down this night. Make us must recieve a ashma attack guy that suppose send to tengah. Somemore come at midnight, make me need to send to nuh. Lucky just nice a ns men that need to be refer to nuh also come that so can send together. After that still have one more guy need to send to nuh. With the 50 km/h really waste of time lah. Make me never sleep for whole day. Why like that the, Malaysia b'day leh.
01092009
After work so hard still got people go and complain me never clean rubbish that in fact i got. Really felt really Xian loh. Work so hard for what? Work or not also kena complain. Work or not also can ord.
Friday, August 28, 2009
A meaningful story that i saw at one of my friend blog.
A Story… A Dream… An Inspiration
Sometimes we get what we need and not what we want..........
Do you agree???
Here goes the story….
Once, there were 3 trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the 1st tree said, 'Someday, I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems and be decorated with intricate carvings. Everyone would see my beauty.'
The 2nd tree said, 'Someday, I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of other world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull.'
Finally, the 3rd tree said, 'I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time, and people will always remember me.'
After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. One came to the 1st tree and said, 'This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter,' and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.
At the 2nd tree, one of the other woodsmen said, 'This looks like a strong tree. I should be able to sell it to the shipyard.' The 2nd tree was happy, because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship.
When the woodsmen came upon the 3rd tree, the tree was frightened, because it knew that, if it cuts own, its dream would not come true. One of the woodsmen said, 'I don't need anything special from my tree, so I'll take this one,' and he cut it down.
When the 1st tree arrived at the carpenter's, he was made into a feed box for animals, placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for.
The 2nd tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The 3rd tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark.
The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams. Then one filtered day, a man and woman came to the barn. She gave birth, and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time.
Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose, and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe.
The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said 'Peace,' and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.
Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets, and the crowd mocked the man who was carrying it. The man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill.
When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.
The moral of this story is that, when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, He will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had imagined.
We don't always know what God's plans are for us. We just know that His ways are not our ways, but His ways are always the best.
Sometimes the heart sees what the eyes can't… feel what the heart can’t feel…
This is just a story that I wish to share with you my friend… it might jus be a story… an entertainment… however some days it might be an inspiration for you and me……
GOD BLESS YOU . . . .
Sometimes we get what we need and not what we want..........
Do you agree???
Here goes the story….
Once, there were 3 trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the 1st tree said, 'Someday, I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems and be decorated with intricate carvings. Everyone would see my beauty.'
The 2nd tree said, 'Someday, I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of other world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull.'
Finally, the 3rd tree said, 'I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time, and people will always remember me.'
After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. One came to the 1st tree and said, 'This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter,' and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest.
At the 2nd tree, one of the other woodsmen said, 'This looks like a strong tree. I should be able to sell it to the shipyard.' The 2nd tree was happy, because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship.
When the woodsmen came upon the 3rd tree, the tree was frightened, because it knew that, if it cuts own, its dream would not come true. One of the woodsmen said, 'I don't need anything special from my tree, so I'll take this one,' and he cut it down.
When the 1st tree arrived at the carpenter's, he was made into a feed box for animals, placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for.
The 2nd tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The 3rd tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark.
The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams. Then one filtered day, a man and woman came to the barn. She gave birth, and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time.
Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose, and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe.
The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said 'Peace,' and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.
Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets, and the crowd mocked the man who was carrying it. The man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill.
When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.
The moral of this story is that, when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, He will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had imagined.
We don't always know what God's plans are for us. We just know that His ways are not our ways, but His ways are always the best.
Sometimes the heart sees what the eyes can't… feel what the heart can’t feel…
This is just a story that I wish to share with you my friend… it might jus be a story… an entertainment… however some days it might be an inspiration for you and me……
GOD BLESS YOU . . . .
A Difficult proccess to create a blog
At last i success to have a blog, after choose between blogger, wordpress, life journal,...... Just feel blogger is more colourful. But in the proccess of creating i seriously almost going to throw my laptop few times.
At first is about the interenet browser, the flock that i used normally seem like anti blogger. Except for the blog page and dashboard, the rest or the setting i'm viewing in document form. The worst things was i though is like that and really used it for almost 4 hours to change all the setting around. i'm only felt something wrong when i try to create a post, all the undo, redo....... logo are cover by some words. When i see it clearly, the words is the translate of all the logo. The worst thing is i still continue to use it.
Then is about my URL that i wish to change. Since i'm using flock to proccess my account. I end up change my URL for 10 plus time for the seme word cause i can't see where are the errors of those words that reply to me:
At first is about the interenet browser, the flock that i used normally seem like anti blogger. Except for the blog page and dashboard, the rest or the setting i'm viewing in document form. The worst things was i though is like that and really used it for almost 4 hours to change all the setting around. i'm only felt something wrong when i try to create a post, all the undo, redo....... logo are cover by some words. When i see it clearly, the words is the translate of all the logo. The worst thing is i still continue to use it.
Then is about my URL that i wish to change. Since i'm using flock to proccess my account. I end up change my URL for 10 plus time for the seme word cause i can't see where are the errors of those words that reply to me:
There are errors on this form
Please fix the errors listed below and submit again.
You're publishing on blogspot.com
Switch to: • Custom Domain (Point your own registered domain name to your blog)
Then i thought some problem accur on this blog so i go and create another blog. Haha, end up result still the same.
Since i can't change my URL, i just go and check can i easily view my account as another person cause i put my account as private. End up is just like a public account, can view easily. Then only i go and used the IE cause what i think was mabye i never logout at any of the flock that i open. Only when i open the IE to check on something only i found out the differences. The viewing format is totally defferent loh. Lol.
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